What would you do if you was me?

Well mostly all my life shits happend everyone ive ever mostly met have hurt me ethier in a phsical way or with name calling which is no big whoop?i just feel like i carnt be asked to live anymore i would never kill myself im not like that i just feel the need to tell people like hows my lifes been like people have had wayy worse stuff then ive had its just im scared of mostly everyone of all ages i flinch to much i just dont know what to do tbh thanks for reading this means alot